Oh no! D:

Hello!

I know that I am not writing as often as I used to, but I am so busy that I don't have time to do it. Also, my life is so boring that I don't have anything interesting to write about. Maths has been my life the past three weeks and I am starting to get sick of it...

At least, I know that this is not going to last forever and I know that I am smart enough to pass my maths exam, but I have to admit that after reading all those 1500 pages it feels like my brain is going crazy. I am so hopeless... When I am done with all this I am going to have the most amazing three weeks in Greece. I won't need to stress or study anything, just me and the sun! :P I am so glad the temperature here isn't below zero and we don't have that much snow anymore! YES!

Last week wasn't too bad as I got to meet some new people, actually one to be honest, but still. I bumped into a friend of mine at the library and she was there with one of her friend. After talking for a while with her friend we found out that her mother knows my mother. It is strange how small the world is...or actually Kotka ( the town I live in ). It is always fun to meet new people, but in Finland it is so hard to make new friends because people are so shy. In Greece things are so much easier and people are more social...maybe too social sometimes, but that's not a bad thing.

Life is so stressfull right now and I am super sensitive about everything. I feel like I am a ticking bomb that is going to explode. There are so many things that I need to figure out. I have always wanted to please other people and I have never thought about myself. It is a good thing to be selfish sometimes, at least in a small amount.

Anyway...I have to study maths now! wohoo :(

Have a good day everybody! :)

Karpalo